Thursday, March 30, 2006
GosH! It's reali been sucha long long long time since i last blogged. well, intially my monitor was spoiled. so couldn't be online and need to find myself a mornitor instead. =]
anyway com was down at the right time! as it was down when my exams are juz 2 to 3 weeks away! hahaha.. so for the pass weeks, was busy preparing my exams. soon after my exam, i've deal wif my com thingy le. gotta thanks raed and bro for helping. haha.. bro help me get monitor. while raed help me fix and carry. hehehe!
for the pass weekS that i've not been blogging, i've been rather busy. For...
- Raed bring me to hospital for my check up!
- Booking appointment for check ups!
- Prepare for exam.
- Went out wif jas, jo, mac and raed. (will be posting pics taken)
- Took back class foto. (will post it up, after i've scanned!)
- Graduated.
- Raed's birthday. (will post up pics taken on his birthday. and some video clips!!)
- Raed's sick. he's got rashes. during his birthday. (sigh.. my poor boy~)
- Went for job interview. (it's bro's lobang. he brought me there. almost got into the job. but now, everything was exposed! parents, bro, raed and i had a laughing stock! turn out to be fun and funny for me and bro. we enjoy playing!! LOL!!)
- Family outingS... together with bro, raed and parents.
- Gathering at grandma hse. together wif celes and family. cia, sip, nic, bro and raed. (raed had fun teasing sip. Celes, bro and i had fun laughing at cia. =X )
- Went KBox with sip and bro. had lotsa laughter. came back with no voice.
- Exam's over.
- Finding jobs.
- Went shopping with bro and dad. (had a funny day too!)
that's somehow what i've done for the pass weekS.. kinda enjoyable.
well, recently i've juz graduated. now waiting for poly confirmation. reali hope i can get into poly. =(
as for raed, he's now having full time job le. he's busy on work recently. as for me, i'm so free! i wanna find part time job leh. bro says i muz find work to get money to spend like a
rich bitch! LOL!! he's so funny! budden both of us are juz jobless! sigh~.. (anyone wanna hire us?) btw he'll be having his TP tml!! haha!! he's so panic! well, all the best! wahaha~!!!
for now i'm gonna enjoy my holis and slack at home! i'm so da free! but mean while also finding Part Time job. (anyone got lobang? = / ) i wanna work to go for shopping!!
recently i'm very KP at home! lol!! (i've got nothing better to do at home) keep nagging.. nagging to my mum, bro and raed. keep frastrating them. keep nagging at them and say i've got problem in dressing... i wanna buy new clothes... i wanna go tour.. i wanna travel.. i wanna trim my hair. as my hair is damn sucky... i'm having bad figure.. blah blah blah.. this and that.. mum had miserable night after work. lol.. cuz i keep disturb her. wahaha..
i'm doubt whether i can disturnb her tonight. as i'll be having a class gathering for a dinner at marina south later on. i'll be bringing cam, raed and car along. wahaha.. all had graduated. everyone going diff ways.. and this shall be the last reunion. =]
us amd mac.
J.J.B
all in black. sit down outcast
raed's birthday cake. =] wating to get the rest of the pic from him. so that i can post. i've only got the pic of the cake. zzz...
trying to do smth for ah man. during lesson.
he's alwaz acc me to the library to study for my exam. =]
the flowers that i like...
raed and i.. wif jas's hand beside.
jo, jas, da, raed
jas and i
Sunday, March 12, 2006
horray! something nice to be blog abt is... our FYP has finally OVER!! YAY!!!
but the sad thing is that i did very very VERY
badly for the presentation! i was lack wif self confidence! *sigh~* and that was so important can... zzZzzZz..
coming over to mini proj, yup! my interview was finally over! tink i did not bad for it eh. hur! budden for the hardware, i'm facing
HUGE prob!! it's a 10 marks thingy! if jas and i were to make it, we might get an "A" for it eh! but.. but.. we are now shortage of time. if reali can make it, we would be happy like F ? lolx! =X
so anyone who would offer a help? it's abt programming. 6811 programming.. anyone? pls.. =/
*this coming week will be the dead dead deadline ler. by right, the actual deadline has alr been over le. budden teacher gif us chance. hopefully we can do it and this coming week will be reali the deadline le.*
talking abt calculas.. calculas? .. calculas! i passed!! horray~!! muahaha~!!!
mr lim say i can grade! and i should grade! but there's both good and bad points. good point is, there will be a final calculas test on this coming tuesday (14/3/06) . if i can aim and pass at the marks of 80 and above, i could get an "A" for it! wahaha~!! and my GPA will be awarded 2 more credits!
*giggle* budden the bad point is, i have to strive for it!! i cannot fail!!! =( i'm terrified. i cant affort to fail. ='( *2 more days to go for the test!* sigh~...
over to physically matters, ... oh no.. this is bad.. i kept tinking i'm stinks! lol.. i also don't know why. juz kept having the idea that i'm stinks. alwaz try to tidy myself up! and also dont like to stand close or be near to others. yup, a good example. juz like raed.. alwaz don let him to be near to me. cuz i'm stinks! =X
and den i keep feeling so restless. esp ytd. felt so weak! damn weak!
my leg now is like disfigure lidat sia. marking all over. zzZzz.. so irritating. =(
bladder porb is still there. on the 22nd i'll be going to hos for check up le. all this while, since the day i went to KK hos (i was in great great pain! pain like hell that i chiong to hos in the mid night), den to SGH hos (hospitalized) and den till now, my bladder is in pain till now! dont know how many doctorS i've seen! everyday i was in pain. juz the matter wif big pain or small pain. sigh.. anyway will juz go for the check up on the 22nd of this mth. and shall see how bah. = /
lastly, talking abt raed... yup, he's reali nice to me. nice to me in everything! i can say he's reali wonderful to me? it's juz too much to say how nice he is to me. budden i alwaz tink that i wasn't been a good gf to him.. felt so useless. came to tink back, i'm like did nth to him? *sigh..* the feeling isn't good. i donno what to do. donno what to say. i'm juz lost!
this coming wednesday is raed's 21st birthday. it's juz a 3 more days matter. and till now, i'm still in an empty hand! empty mind! nth has been done from me to him. yah, NONE! sigh.. I'M STUCK! I'M BLUR! I'M LOST!
*3 more days!*
+~+~+~ happy birthday ~+~+~+~
orite, anyway this few pics were taken at ice monster. is raed's sis took the pics for us de. hiak hiak! yup, we were out to bugis tog. =p
nice? =p
i love ur smile raed! this smile of yours is great! but if you could juz open ur eyes a little bigger, will be a perfect one! =X lol..
"watch out! if you dare to bully me again!" hahaha.. this is the way i am.. unfortunately i was caught by the camera. muahaha...
*blur expression*
stop hiding behind me pls..
me after skl, and raed after work. hey, this pic shows me one thing... raed's eyes is finally bigger than me! lol!
raed says i dress like a xiao mei mei.. zzZzz.. ya, i'm the one in black and pink. hur!
so dark~
taken in bus 7, on the way home. =) isn't he's cute? look so blur. lol..
taken opposite esplanade. the place where our merlion is. hur hur! gotta thanks adeline who took this pic for us. all of us were there to watch fireworks. hehe..
from clockwise.. me, my "auntie", celes, alicia.. ( as you can see from back ground, everyone was there busy packing up and tidy up the funeral. and yet, we were there happily in camera! LOL! =X
thanks janelle for this on 15022006. =]
took this when he isn't aware. raed and my com. he helped me up with the CCA thingy. lol.. he oSo helped me up on this PC. lalala~ ya, i basically reali rely him on everything in my life! he's my life!! =D
here's the latest wallpaper we had on ur hp. hkekeke!
really like this flower from raed. yah, on top of the flower, there's a small bear.. and yesh, both of us were snatching it. in the end, i won! LOL!
we spend our V day at home. "two ppl world" (er ren shi jie).. lol.. wahaha.. with the companion of my lovely flowers from raed, guess couple watch from raed. and my first cooking "lame beef" for raed! lol.. yes, raed? wahaha.. i know you gonna kill me. cuz i now den post V day pic. lol.. it's been sooooo long eh.. =X
Saturday, March 11, 2006
yeah, this is what we had for dinner during V day. sorry for my lousy cook. sorry raed, it's my first time. very fortunately we did not had any stomach upset after the meal! LOL!! hahaha... ok
tog what i had from raed during valentine day, one guess watch (couple watch) and a flower. and what i gave raed in return for valentine day? .... none! yah! i gave raed NOTHING on valentine day. pai seh!
and together with the flowers too! wahaha~!! this is my first time in life i receive flowers from the opposite sex! *shy* ya, my first time. first in my life i receive flowers.. from guy.. hur hur..
this is the watch that raed gave me on the valentine!! wahaha.. thanks raed! hehehe...
took this at my great grandfather's funeral. i look so shag in the pic! din get enough rest during these period. hur hur! btw, i'm here to introduce this little lady beside me. she's my "auntie".. haha.. cuz in the term of ranking, she's upper than me by one generation. so, she's my "auntie" ! lol.. yah, during those days, she tag me so tightly. LOLx! oh, ya.. she's only K2.. 6 yrs old. haha..
Friday, March 10, 2006
stress... vexed...
argh~!!!
isn't any other usual day.. no lesson today. no skooling today. they decided to go out on this day.
woke up at ard 8am this morning. woke up early and did nothing. din feel like sleeping. cant get to slp either. so went off over to grandma hse at ard 9am. no one was at home. except alicia was sleeping. din wish to disturb her sleeping, and so i did nothing but juz lay down on the bed in the other room and did nothing. juz looking at the ceiling on top for hrs... i'm reali that bored. but juz to stared at the ceiling on top me. abt 2 to 3 hrs later, cia woke up. we talked for awhile and den she went off to skl le. and there i go.. few hrs alone at home staring at the ceiling. at abt 1pm, i fallen asleep. slept till 2pm, woke up and left the hse and headed back to my hse. reason why i went to grandma hse is cuz i was reali bored. cant get back to slp, nth to do. kinda sian and boring? so went over to grandma hse. as i thought there will be ppl ard so that i've someone to acc and to talk to. budden who knows, no one was at home even till the time i left the hse, the hse is still as quiet. cuz no one was at home. hurr!
got back to my own hse, and get myself prepared to mit raed after he got dismiss from skl. as we've agreed to mit them for dinner at town.
we mit dem at taka. after making such a long time of decision on what to have for our dinner, we decided to go fish and co. eat half way, they
ps me..
after raed and i had our meal, we went to shop ard. and den later on they mit us back again. went to had a drink and den they decided to go home le.
*puzzled*orite, since den, raed and i headed to the bus stop and went home tog. after we were in bus, few stops away, that kido(s) sms and called me. told me they are at lido bar now. den i was like
"diao"...
ps me again loh. say wanna go home de. den bluff me home and den went out. i was like what the hell sia.. if wanna
ps me, i wont wanna go out anymore le loh. pls don tell me nonsense k.. sigh.. so much is running in my mind. doesn't wish to blog much anymore.
sigh.. lots and lots and lots of
"fan nao"
*bother*
does the prob reali lies on me? or am i over react? or i'm juz behaving too sensetive?
is there anyone out there who reali understand me?
Thursday, March 09, 2006
only if it could turn back time
Tuesday, March 07, 2006
when to skl for morning lesson. i wasn't late. but the teacher is. lol.. when to skl in the end, did nothing. really is did nothing loh. go online, nothing much to surf. was really over there day dream? hur hur..damn bored and sian loh. waste time waste money. zzZ..
had a bad ache from my stomach again. (ya, bladder prob again, i guess..) was all the way ard 11am plus pain until evening 7 to 8 plus.. zzZz..
*shag* during the noon, i was so much in a pain that i wasn't in the mood to do anything. including talking tog wif jas and jo. well, as we were heading to skl after lunch at tamp inter, i saw my grandparents! LOL! i saw dem, i was like can jump here jump there. asif i've forgotten my pain le. LOL! but right after i left my grandparents, my mood went back to the same old mode again. zzZz.. =X
haha.. gotta thanks mr lim for his help today. he coach me one on one for my calculas. as i'm having test tml. this test seems to be very important for me. cuz if i'm able to pass, i'll be able to grade it. if i grade it, my chances of pulling up the GPA will be higher. and so, if the GPA is higher, i will be able to go into poly easily! haha.. hmms, budden if i fail, things will be going back the other way round lo. =(
raed says i recently tink too much. keep having negative thinking. even my bro also says so. hurr.. cuz of my health prob, i tink too much? or i really din tink too much. it's juz reality?
anyway it's really late now. need to slp le. if not raed wanna nag me le. cuz tml morning got test! =X LOLx! all the best for my cal test, yup? wahaha~
na mo ah ni toh hoot! *let me pass.. let me pass.. * =XMonday, March 06, 2006
headed to tamp today. wif grandma, sip, nic and raed! yah, i was the driver for the day. i almost bang onto a car when we were going to end the journey soon. the moment really scares everyone off! esp raed! LOLx! he raised his voice and told me "you're going to bang onto the car behind!" lolx.. sip, nic and grandma also got scared off by me! lol! the incident was kinda horrible for dem. but in the end, it turn into a joke. lol.. raed is alwaz my angel? lol.. my best guidance? alwaz been aware of me. cuz he knows me best! lol.. aware i'm alwaz careless, blur, sotong, restless, blah blah.. lol.. so esp i'm driving, he's much more in aware. lol!
he's alwaz taking care of me greatly well. be it in terms of physical, mentally, emotionally, apperance or what ever it is realated to me. his concern is alwaz here for me. his attention for me is alwaz here. well, compare his attitude (the way he treat me) towards me and my attitude (the way i treated him) him, is really one heaven one earth. lolx.. he's juz someone who's willing to do anything juz to make me smile or cheer me up. how nice is he. sometimes i'm really touched by him for what he had done for me. budden i alwaz try to act cool act "dao" act fierce infront of him. hur hur! (he isn't aware of it! shh..!) kakaka.. recently my health is reali bad! ya, here he is.. ordering me.. alwaz ordering me to do this and that.. everything for my own good! not only health for the recent, facial is another thing too. lol.. alwaz advice me for the benefits. hurr! k lah, enough of him le lah. he's juz too great to be my bf. instead of being my bf, shall let him be my hubby bah? =X LOL! OMG! WAHAHA~!!
thks so much raed for alwaz taking care of me well. and really sorry to make you worry for me most of the time. esp recently. something is reali bothering me. i'm doubt in it too. donno/not sure what am i stressing with.. skl work? skl life? my life? my health? or ... ... ???
sigh.. think skl matters is bothering me the most bah. there's really no motivation for me in my studies. i really shows no interest. felt so restless all the time. seriously felt so sian! used to be a hardworking student and kin to learn and buck up in skl work. but now, is like totally sian loh. don feel like studying. totally no interest & felt so restless when come to skl work. sigh~.. knew i wasn't in a playful mood or slacking mood or whatever loh. juz i oso donno how and why. sigh.. or i guess muz be that poly application makes me feel lost? lost in everthing in studies? lost in hope? sigh~... miserable.. restless...
** 3 more days to go **
Saturday, March 04, 2006
oh well, believe i was in mentally stress lately for all this while. never i had this stress before.. does it occurs on the ageing? in the twenties? huh?
hated this period. made me so damn moody. esp really vexed and stressed on my studies. big headache can.. *argh!*
nevertheless, i had raed always there by my side. he's really my
sunshine! lolx! alwaz be there for me and cheer me up when i'm down. definately never fail to cheer me up or make me smile. he's reali a good bf! thank god,
he's mine! wahaha~!! =X my er shi si siao nan peng you! yeah~!! ^_^V he's my best! my everything! =D
raed, you're forever my best! whenever you are here, by my side, i feel so secure and ease my worries... =pFriday, March 03, 2006
i'm really being bothered.. i seriously need a BREAK!
*really need to stand alone and be strong*
sick and tired. *unknown..*
had enough things to vex about. felt pretty stressed up lately and feeling very moody too.
physically isn't going well either. everyday i had, headache, stomache, muscles ache, moody, lost in appetite, dry throat, keep on sneezing for nth... blah blah.. what's the matter wif me huh? .. symptom of stress? or what? can i know??
mum get to know one of the prob that i'm bothering wif. her console to me is kinda "dotx" .. hur hur...
psst! previous entry was lost before i get it post! damn!
Wednesday, March 01, 2006
TP? NYP? RP? SP? NP?
yes, finally got the application form for poly. decided to go TP. the best choice i can get for my benefits. fully supported from family members and raed. ( though had a long time deciding it) hurr! wanted to take up nursing course so much. but i cant. gotta stick back to engin course. *sob* no choice eh.. hurr!
had such a long time thinking of what course to choose. finally made up my mind and choose...
- electronics/telecommunications/computer enhineering/microelectronics
- integrated facility design & management
- electronics (aerospace)
wonder which course will i be ended up. kinda sianz can.. -.-
had juz received my exams timetable. i've only got 1 paper to take. juz had it on the 27th of march. after that shall fully enjoy my BIG BIG holi lo! wahahaz~...
budden.. ... budden.. exam is juz less than a month! teacher had juz finish the whole book nia. i haven't started study for it yet! no notes was given. donno how i study sia.
*pEnGz!* sigh..
so much looking forward for the day i finish my paper. i'm despo for holi? lol!
guess after this week i'll be more free from burden le bah.. it take time eh..
*grinz*
